BECOMING THE PERFECT HUSBAND & LOVER

BECOMING THE PERFECT HUSBAND & LOVER
By: Kendra Lynn Carlisle | FICTION | 02/21/2022


CHAPTER ONE
In The Beginning

THE day that I meet up with Jill I knew something was very special about her but did not know the fullness of that feeling and soulful connection to her would lead to what would transpire later on in our relationship. She had a bit of a tomboy flare to her that made her tougher than most women. I wish I had gotten to meet her and know her earlier in my life. I always wanted to have a woman like her in my life. I was debating for many months on end when would be the right time to ask her to marry me. I was a bit shy in this area. Little did I know that she would be the one asking for my hand in marriage. One night while on our date when we returned back to her place; Jill got to one knee, took my hand, and told me how much she loved me.

Then she popped the Big Question. Jill in tears asked me, "will you marry me?" I began to shake and cry myself. At that moment I knew how it felt to be the girl. I fell to my knees and hugged her while saying loudly YES! YES! YES! We spent about an hour just hugging and kissing each other on the floor of her living room. She paused and then took from her purse a ring box. It was a diamond in-crusted wedding engagement band. She placed it on my rig-finger. Jill then slid under me holding me in her lap facing her as we continued to kiss and embrace each other. I though nothing of it but was living in the moment to which was organically orgasmic to the point of mind-blowing.

Later on that week I was thinking to myself that I had to do the same thing that Jill had done; I had to ask her to marry me in the same manner. I was almost close to saving up for that special engagement ring. It would be another week until I could go to the Ring Emporium. I already knew Jill's ring size, thank God. Seven long years together like a married couple it was about time to become an official couple in a public way. I had to do the traditional 'manly' thing and ask her hand in marriage. I also had to secretly schedule a Wine & Dinner at the local restaurant then get Jill at least two dozen roses, rose petals for the bathroom and candles.

Over these seven long years I developed a submissive attitude not even thinking about it but was not certain that Jill had caught on to it. I was hoping and praying that she would. I started to fall in love with Jill years before we were together. She was a very special person to me and was a very god friend before and became a very loyal friend, now my very best friend. Jill has always had that Mommy vibe and attitude. Heck, she's even scolded me a time or two not even realizing what she was doing in my opinion. HOLY SHIT! What if she knew what she was really doing?! OH FUCK! Which ever it is, I still love Jill with all my heart and that will never change one iota. Along the way, I always wanted to be her husband. As of late Jill has given off another vibe that I just can't quite get. I really don't know how to go about getting her to reveal that.

Chapter Two
One Nervous Day

THOSE few weeks past very quick and I found myself at the Ring Emporium and then going to the florist to get all the roses and I even got her a Teddy Bear with a heart that was embroidered with 'I Love You'. I even stopped to get some wine, the brand she always loves too. They even had the exact candle that I needed. Jill get home from work between 6:30 to 7:00 pm, it's now 6:00 pm. I had about 40 minutes to get home and set everything up. I rushed home, took a quick shower in the other bathroom, then set up her bathroom while just in my secret guy pink bikini. I got so busy setting things up; luckily I had the 2 dozen roses and the rose petal droplets leading to her bathroom done first. I was in her bathroom lighting the candles when I hear Jill come in. She spoke loud, 'Honey I'm home!' I wanted to run out of the bathroom to meet her but just casually walked out to meet her all in that pink bikini.

As she saw me, Jill dropped her work bag and purse. Her jaw dropped as well. I saw her nostrils flare up and she licked her lips biting her bottom lip. Jill just said, 'WOW!' She asked me what I was doing and why rose petals ere all over her floor? I asked her to wait right where she was standing. I rushed to where my pants were and got the ring. I returned and Jill had pulled her work suit top off and slightly unbuttoned her blouse. I walked right up to her and gave her a kiss while hiding the ring behind my back. I can tell that she saw the 2 dozen roses sitting on the main table in the living room where we were. She felt really softened by that. I then got to one knee, took her hand; Here's what I said to her: 'Jill, we've been the best of friends for almost a decade, the other night I wasn't expecting you would be the one to ask THE QUESTION. I have to ask the same thing for my own sake as a man. Jill Baby, would you marry me?'

Jill started to cry just as I started to cry the other night. She said emphatically YES! I got off of my knees and lifted her up and hugged and kissed her some more. I then took her to the bedroom where I helped her remove her clothes then took her in my arms to the bathroom where I laid her in the tub of nice hot water with all the candles light and rose petals everywhere. I opted the cork on the wine and poured her a glass of it and me as well. She was way surprised at being treated like she was a queen. The rose petal scent I poured in the water was nice and sweet with plenty of aromatic savor. Jill asked me when did I get that pink bikini? I replied, a few years ago but never wore them. She asked me, what made me wear them tonight? I had to let her know a little secret. I said; Jill Baby, I have been feeling somewhat submissive for you for a while now. This pink bikini adds to that feeling and I feel a bit feminine as well. I was expecting a bomb to be drop and that our relationship to be over.

Jill replied back, 'I'm not mad so don't be afraid of that. I really love the honesty and I'm still gonna marry you and we're gonna be a couple no matter what. Jill asked, 'are you serious enough to fully submit to me?'
I said, 'Yes'mam' like I was speaking to my mother. She started to giggle while in the tub. Jill saw me looking down at myself. Honey, look at me. Nothing to be ashamed of. I would love to take you as my submissive husband she said. She asked me if I wanted to have that type of relationship. I looked at her and said, 'Yes'mam' again. I saw the smile on her face. She told me to come get in the tub with her so she could hold me. Thankfully it's a jacuzzi tub big enough for both of us. I got in and she held me on top of her. She asked if I wanted to wear the panties in the relationship too. I said Yes'mam again. Jill said, well, since I have tomorrow off we can go shopping and get you some girly stuff. She would act like it's for her since we are of the same body size, which would not let me feel or get embarrassed.

Chapter Three
The Night Things Changed

AS we lay in the jacuzzi tub together it was oh so romantic. Jill caressed my head running her fingers through what hair I had up there with on the hand while rubbing my chest playing around with my man-nipples like they were a woman's breast. I began to get hard and a bulged became pronounced in my pink bikini panties. Jill's touch was so soft that it made me go into myself and bring out that submissive personality that I always wanted to show her. As the water ran over my booty showing out of the water I felt her body and breathing draw deep with emotion. Jill asked me, "have you ever wanted to be treated like a girl?" I asked her, "what do you mean by that?" She replied, "I mean, have you ever wanted to be fucked like a girl anally?" I asked her in reply, "would that make me gay?" Jill said an emphatic NO, it would be me and me only that would peg you. She again asked me, "do you want that in our relationship?"...

About thirty seconds past when I answered her, "I would love that." She told me that she had a double ended dildo from before we met up years ago. It's in the bottom of her bedside stand. At this point my mind was blown. (It was like my whole entire life had changed within the span of an hour.) We kept the romantic candlelight bath together for another 30 minutes. Jill asked me to come with her to the bedroom. I thought she would want me to pick her up and take her there but as we got out of the tub we dried off then she lifted me up. (FUCK! My mind at that moment was fully blown to pieces.) When she had me in her arms I could feel all of my manhood just drain out of me. As that emotion and feeling overwhelmed me I felt myself going totally limp and soft in her arms. Jill felt me going soft and started calling me Kendra a girl name. Jill definitely at that point owned and controlled my manhood.

When we got to the bedroom Jill laid my naked body down on the bed, then got the dildo out of her draw with lube. She got in the bed with me. She lubed her end and inserted it into her pussy. She then lubed the end that she would be fucking my ass with as she was sitting in bed. Jill told me to straddle her lap on my knees so she could insert it in my booty-hole. As she inserted it I felt my dick shrivel up. Jill had to guide me in what I should do like thrusting in a gentle manner up and down while rocking against her. She had me really on a roll just like the many girls that I seen watching porn in the past as a younger guy. My mind just started to think about what I watched and everything became natural. As I looked into her eyes I saw in joyful amazement that I've never seen before. Jill was on an orgasmic high like no other, Her nostrils were flared and she was breathing heavier than me like she became the man more and more with every breath. Even my breathing became heavier put in a a more feminine way. I even started making girl-like sounds. We were both on such a high it was so erotic. The first-time feeling of being anally fucked began to make me so emotional the more we did it together that I began to cry like a girl.

As I did, I fell into her arms and she embraced my tightly while the dildo was still inside of me. I cried as I told Jill that I'm her Bitch. She rubbed my back and affirmed that I was and everything will be alright. We both were so into it that we did not notice how much I cummed on top of her. She was so wet and I made the sticky of it all. This was the first time I cummed without touching myself or by vaginal intercourse. Jill took the dildo out of me and her. She laid it on her bedside stand. She rolled back over as I laid so limp and started kissing and biting my neck leaving her marks all over my neck. I felt paralyzed in this erotic experience. We just fell asleep naked together for the rest of the night.

Chapter Four
First Morning Together

When the morning came as the sun pierced the sheer lace window curtains the sunlight glistened across Jill's body that was exposed out from the sheets. It was an amazing site, she was so beautiful as she slept. I almost did not want to awaken her. I lightly fell back asleep until I heard her arise and become awaken. I heard her say, 'Good morning beautiful'. I slipped out of my light pretending to be asleep state and told her the same. She cuddled up next to me to give me a kiss and I returned those kisses with more kisses. We cuddled for an extra hour just to enjoy each other's body warmth and contact. 15 minutes in I found myself slumping lower leaning my head on Jill's breast signifying my submission to her. I kissed her breast and neck as she began to moan a little.

Jill then said that we better get our lazy booties up and get ready to go to town to shop for some things. Since we had a very sweaty and sticky night she told me to take a shower with her. We got up and went into the shower where the water was hot. I helped to bath her body first as I did I felt my cock get hard. Jill waved her finger and told me, 'no little boy'. She grabbed my balls to make my dick go back limp and it worked. She then bathed me and fingered my booty-hole while rubbing my boy clit (penis)and ovaries (balls). We then stood there under the shower hugging and kissing all wet, and clean. We ended the shower and got out and dried each other off.

Jill asked if I had another pair of those bikini bottoms. I told her no I do not. She then went to her drawer of undies and retrieved a pair of her panties. She came back with a pair of black satin and lace panties. Since we are almost the same size they would naturally fit and did. Never wore satin panties and these felt great, nice, and soft. I forgot, fells so cool too. I wore white jean cargo shorts and a polo shirt that Jill picked out from my collection for me to wear. It was fuchsia one I had. With my white socks and open toe sandals on, I waited for my Queen to finish getting ready. I went to the kitchen to get me some tea to drink and came back to her room where she had completed her make up and was in a flowery sundress that made her look so beautiful. The sun beaming through the balcony window hitting her made her look so heavenly and amazing. She did not even wear any pantyhose or thigh-highs, just shear shaved legs that she had moisturized up that made her legs look so damn sexy while wearing heels.

Jill in heels always seemed a bit taller than me and other men. She was only 5'11" tall but in heels she was a little over 6'2' tall. She grabbed her purse and went to the bathroom to do one last thing. I had to pee so I went in with her. That's when I knew that she was going commando today. She had to put a tampon in her vagina. Something about seeing her with her leg cocked up on the sink and seeing her plug her pussy was so damn sexy. We both were finished. I left my glass of tea in the kitchen as we locked the house up and we left to the garage. I opened her driver-side door for her and then closed it then got in.

Chapter Five
At the Mall

As we were driving to the mall, I thought back on what happened in the shower. I was quickly becoming submissive to Jill. I took her hand that she was not using to drive and held it. I told her that I was sorry for getting excited and hard in the shower. She told me not to worry but if I did that again that I would be receiving a very good spanking over her knee. I just shrunk in my seat like a little boy being scolded. She asked me if i wanted to get some A-Cup Bras. I said yes. Might as well get both bras and panties. Jill said she is going to get me enough bras and panties for a month at least 3 per day. We got to the mall and parked. This time she got out and came and opened my door for me. She locked the car and she grabbed my hand and we walked in. The first store we hit up was Victoria's Secret Plus Size since she was plus size. They had private Try-On Rooms thank God she said to me. Jill said, one of the gals that works at Victoria's Secret is her Best Gal Pal so we can both go into the Try-On Room. She also said we can go to one of the other shops that sells Man Bikinis and I'll be getting some of those. Jill asked me if I wanted some pantyhose. I gladly said yes.

We got into Victoria's Secret and darn certain Jill's Best Gal Pal was working. Jill went up to her and whispered in her ear something (no guessing necessary) her Best Gal Pal looked at me with a horny erotic look. I thought I was going to get into deep trouble by smiling back at her. Even her Best Gal Pal Jennifer came over and softly smacked my ass whispered in my ear, 'be a good little princess' and left to go back to attending to customers. Jill and I began to roam the store sections picking out all the items from panties to bras, then finally the pantyhose. We weren't going to be trying on everything, just a few here and there. The bras for certain will be tried on. We went to the Clerk Desk to get the key to the Try-On Room. Jennifer gave the key to Jill and we went and tried the items on. Jill had me strip naked and started trying some thing on when she unlocked the door for Jennifer to come in and give her opinion on certain items.

I felt shy and embarrassed to be semi-naked in front of another woman besides Jill. Jennifer came over to me as patted me on my pantie-clad booty and told me that she trained Jill to be a Dominant Woman through having her as her own submissive. I looked over to Jill and she smiled and said all of it's true. Jill told me that Jennifer has always been her side-chick since college. I asked Jill, 'when were you ever going to tell me about this?' Jill replied, 'when the time was right, like right now.' She came over to me and said, 'the only way that you'll ever become a Dominant Man is to past the test and training that both her and Jennifer were going to make me go through, oh by the way; since Jennifer is single with no kids, she'll be moving in with us in the second bedroom.' Jill asked if I had a problem with that. I replied, 'No'mam. Jennifer grabbed my booty and said, 'good girl, good girl, you are learning really quick'. She then looked over at Jill and smiled. Jennifer left but before she exited out of the Try-On Room she gave me a kiss and grabbed my balls (male ovaries) and squeezed them and told me to be a good little girl. I said, 'Yes'mam'.

We quickly gathered the clothing items and I changed back into my guy clothes. We lefts out and went to check out. Jennifer checked us out. Jill gave her a kiss on her cheek as we left. Both said good-bye see you later.
We then hit up the other stores really quick and as we were about to leave the mall Jill said we need to go by the Nail Store to get some nail polish; then to the wig store to get me a wig. We hit up the nail store then the wig store where another friend of Jill's worked. Her name was Sage. Sage had me sit down to try on to 5 wigs where we landed on 2 main ones. One was blonde, the other was a dark blonde to brunette. Sage told Jill, 'why not get them both.' Jill did and we checked out.

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